Nightstand

Nightstand

/ December, 2020 / Leave a comment / Poetry

These days
I only read works
from poets
I’m intimate with
not the cigarette
afterwards kind
but more
in a crowded
room kind
when you read
that piece
about smoking
a cigarette
afterwards
lips pursed
around a narrow
filter inhaling
nicotine
your body
absorbing poison

Eyes shift
to a copy of
Gideon’s Bible
on the nightstand
next to a stained
panel wall

thoughts drifting
to another place
like a crowded
room with
adoring fans

clapping
and snapping
and you forget
to tap the ash
so it tumbles
onto white linen
burning small holes

I push past
the audience
with heart racing
purchase
the last copy
ask you
to sign your name
and place it

on my nightstand
next to an ashtray
I took from
an old motel
I stopped into
one night
after working
late somewhere
near Bayonne
and open
the book
to that poem
inhale
the fragrance
lingering
from your fingers
where you signed
your name
under the title
on a clear
white page
next to a graphic
of a long ash
across a bible
on a nightstand
still burning

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